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A City Left Behind and Found Again

All My Puny Sorrows

This flow traces Yolandi’s movement between Toronto and Winnipeg as geography becomes a measure of longing, duty, and belonging.

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The Move EastThe Move East from "All My Puny Sorrows". A New Home for Nora A Move to Toronto Yolandi leaves Winnipeg for Toronto so Nora can attend a ballet school on scholarship.
A New Home for Nora A Move to Toronto Yolandi leaves Winnipeg for Toronto so Nora can attend a ballet school on scholarship. The move is a practical decision made for her daughter’s future, not an easy rejection of the city she leaves. A Divided Life Yolandi continues to feel connected to Winnipeg through family and memory. Toronto brings opportunity and isolation at once, leaving her between two places that claim different parts of her life.
The Flight WestThe Flight West from "All My Puny Sorrows". Returning to Winnipeg A Rapid Journey Yolandi flies from Toronto to Winnipeg to be with Elfrieda and help coordinate care with Nic and Lottie.
Returning to Winnipeg A Rapid Journey Yolandi flies from Toronto to Winnipeg to be with Elfrieda and help coordinate care with Nic and Lottie. Each trip makes the distance between her household and her sister’s life more tangible. A Temporary Return The city becomes a worksite for emergencies: hospital visits, family meetings, and attempts to make plans. Yolandi belongs there through her relationships even though her daily life is elsewhere.
The River as BoundaryThe River as Boundary from "All My Puny Sorrows". A City at the Water Ice in Motion Yolandi and Nic watch slabs of ice grind down the Assiniboine River while they talk about Elfrieda.
A City at the Water Ice in Motion Yolandi and Nic watch slabs of ice grind down the Assiniboine River while they talk about Elfrieda. The river’s force gives their helplessness a physical setting. A Possible Route Elsewhere, the river becomes a danger the canoe boys want to cross in order to get home. It is at once a barrier, a possible path, and a reminder that a journey can carry people toward safety or harm.
A Return for the FuneralA Return for the Funeral from "All My Puny Sorrows". Traveling for the Dead Family Duty Yolandi and Lottie travel to Vancouver for Tina’s funeral, leaving Elfrieda in psychiatric care.
Traveling for the Dead Family Duty Yolandi and Lottie travel to Vancouver for Tina’s funeral, leaving Elfrieda in psychiatric care. The trip joins the practical tasks of bereavement to the fear of leaving someone else behind. A Route Through Loss The journey is not a clean departure from Winnipeg; phone calls and promises keep the family’s attention there. The family’s geography becomes a map of simultaneous grief.
Toronto as RefugeToronto as Refuge from "All My Puny Sorrows". Building a Place to Stay Returning East Yolandi returns to Toronto and eventually brings Lottie there to live with her and Nora.
Building a Place to Stay Returning East Yolandi returns to Toronto and eventually brings Lottie there to live with her and Nora. The city shifts from a site of isolation into the setting for a new family household. No Escape From Memory Toronto cannot replace Winnipeg or erase the people lost there. It offers instead a place where Yolandi can work, raise Nora, and keep her mother close.
Before the novel’s central crisis
At the start of Elfrieda’s latest hospital crisis
During spring breakup in Winnipeg
After Tina’s death
After Elfrieda’s death